Sunday, August 23

Trust you



hana ha kaze ni yureodoru youni
ame ha daichi wo uroosu youni
kono sekai ha yorisoiai ikiteru noni
naze hito ha kizutsukeau no
naze wakare ha otozureru no

Flowers dance in the wind,
rain moistens the Earth…
If everyone in this world want to live together,
why do they hurt each other?
Why do they separate?


kimi ga tooku ni ittemo mada
itsumo kono kokoro mannaka
ano yasahii egao de umetsukusareta mama
dakishimeta kimi no KAKERA ni
itami kanjitemo mada tsunagaru kara
shiniteru yo mata aeru to
I’m waiting for your love

No matter how far you go, you’ll still
be in my heart.
With that tender smile, I get buried and
held in a fragment of you…
Even if you feel pain…we’re tied together,
I believe we’ll meet one again.
I’m waiting for your love.


I love you, I trust you
kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
hikari demo yami demo futari dakara shinjiaeru no
hanasanaide

I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness, because we trust each other,
so don’t let go.

sekai no hate wo dare ga mita no
tabi no owari wo dare ga tsugeru no
ima ha kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo
shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii
sono saki ni hikari ga matsu kara

Who has seen the world’s end?
Who informed us of the Journey’s End?
I can’t see the answer now, but even in long nights,
I hope you’ll continue on the path you believe in
because a light is waiting for you.

kimi ga oshietekureta uta ha
ima mo kono kokoro no mannaka
ano yasashii koe to tomoni hiibiteiru
afureru kimochi no shizuku ga
atatakaku hoho tsutau
tsuyoku naru ne shinjiteru yo tsunagatteru to
I’m always by your side

The song you’ve taught me
still lies within my heart.
Together with you, that tender voice resounds in my heart.
The fragment of my overflowing emotions
streak down my warm cheeks.
I’ve become strong right? I believe, we’re tied together.
I’m always by your side.


I love you, I trust you
kimi no tame ni nagasu namida ga
I love you, I trust you
ai wo oshietekureta donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayottemo
soba ni iru yo

I love you, I trust you
for you, I shed these tears.
I love you, I trust you
you taught me what love is. Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you.

I love you, I trust you
kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
hikari demo yami demo
I love you, I trust you
kanashimi demo yorokobi demo
I love you, I trust you
kimi no subete wo mamoritai

I love you, I trust you
I hope you’ll share your loneliness with me.
I love you, I trust you
be it in light or darkness.
I love you, I trust you
be it sadness or happiness.
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect your everything.

donna ni kimi ga machi ni mayottemo
soba ni iru yo futari dakara shinjiaeru no
hanasanaide

Even if you get lost on your way,
I’ll be with you because we trust each other…
Don’t let go.

Saturday, August 22

OIC

rupanya my phone got this 3 pictures...hahahaha!!!


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Thursday, August 20

100 truth about me

haha..saw this thing in facebook, quite fun..so decided to put in my blog~


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: dunno wat fruit juice d
2. Last phone call: Sonia
3. Last text message: nini
4. Last song you listened to: a hawaiian soundtrack from the movie "forgetting sarah marshall" dunno wat name...haha
5. Last time you cried: dunno..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: i think dun have bar..caz it depend how you see things..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: wont regret bah..unless...haha
9. Lost someone special: yea...
10. Been depressed: many times until cannot count!
11. Been drunk and threw up: drunk got la..haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white
13. black
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yesss~a lot tim!!
16. Fallen out of love: dunno consider or not..
17. Laughed until you cried: no bah..
18. Met someone who changed you: yea...she make me break a lot of my principle
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes~
20. Found out someone was talking about you: never find out..haha..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no wor....
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80% caz i add d then mah know them d lor!
23. How many kids do you want to have: lucky number 3!!
24. Do you have any pets: not yet..
25. Do you want to change your name: want..but i respect my parents
26. What did you do for your last birthday: vomit many times in supper club!
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sitting in front of computer and "fa dai"
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: dun wait for things already..
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last 3 weeks

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be more positive and happy always!
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing..my fan punya sound guarr..
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: how come ppl are so selfish!!!!
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook
36. Whats your real name: Tan Kok Yuan
37. Nicknames: maxx, luffies, supermaxx, shou mang kai....and many more...
38. Relationship Status:single wor..
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: male la alamak...

41. Elementary?: SRKC
42. Middle School?: CHPD
43. High school/college?: TOA
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 180cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes..
48: What do you like about yourself?: wont fat!!
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: going to get soon
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: my legs punya scars, consider ah?
53. First piercing: 16 years old
54. First best friend:no best friend!
55. First sport you joined:badminton
56. First vacation: how to remember oh!
58. First pair of trainers: form 2?

WANTING :
59. Eating: mum's food, mcd,kfc,junk food..a lot leh...
60. Drinking: Soya..but i cannot drink, wtf!
61. I'm about to: graduate!
62. Listening to: her voice..
63. Waiting for : i dunno....

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: wan la, wan them help me massage!
65. Get Married?: for sure..planning to work and buy house d lor! haha...wtf!!
66. Career? : interior designer and photographer!!!

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: lips..becaz i can do vertical smile!!!
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs!!
69. Shorter or taller: taller!!
70. Older or Younger: this need to ask one meh?=.=
71. Romantic or spontaneous: i'm not romantic..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: cannot choose both one meh!! nia sing!
73. Sensitive or loud: both also dun wan la pls!!
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no ler!
77. Drank hard liquor: got la...
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: hahhaa..not me
80. Broken someone's heart : maybe
82. Been arrested: yes..
83. Turned someone down: got bar...
84. Cried when someone died: got lo~
85. Fallen for a friend?: i'll never fall for friend..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes! caz i 'm supermaxx, but sometimes i lack of confident also..
87. Miracles: last time do..
88. Love at first sight: sure!
89. Heaven: heaven?
90. Santa Claus : yes, caz my parents is santa claus! haha..
91. Kiss on the first date: believe, but this will not happen to me!
92. Angels: they always play ppl...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: i wont do this kind of stuff!
95. Did you sing today?: everyday!
96. Ever cheated on somebody? : yea!!
97. If you could go back in time what will you do? treat her better? or guide her to be better : i did my best...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: all the days in TOA and wish i could done something earlier!
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: very..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:yes, not on fb but in my blog!! haha..

Tuesday, August 18

两个我

我:怎么了?
我:想放弃了。。
我:等了那么久,值得吗?
我:没办法啊。。
我:我觉得,你应该等下去。
我:有些东西,不是付出与等待就能得到的,反正又不是第一次。。
我:对啊,那第一次,我也体会过。。

Saturday, August 8

晴天阴天雨天

每次我将倾心的感觉都收起

只得我自己在梦里欣赏你

那次我于餐厅的一角偷看你

这么远亲你我视作无比的福气

晴天阴天雨天

你在何地代表我天气

烦扰完美造梦也都因你

晴天阴天雨天

我在何地亦都会等你

如果不给你嫌弃才是我运气

Sunday, August 2

Austin's birthday and the great night of us

Austin birthday~Gen wei, vincent and me din join them for sing k since we have to prepare the graduation thing. Then after that, we went to meet them up in pyramid and headed to Vietnamese Cuisine i think, sorry if i get the restaurant's name wrong, haha.
We went there for dinner and sing birthday song for austin!! haha.. we bought him "TORA", "DING DANG" and all kinds of classic toys and sweets.

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You see~ Austin so happy~ hahaha.. har? not happy meh? cannot see teeth not consider happy ah? Then you are wrong d la~ this is Austin happiest laugh oredi, we ask him he happy or not? he tell me he hou lan happy! but we say, u not smiling wor! then he say, wat, i already HOU LAN HOI SAM!!!!

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I dunno wat was Vincent doing, he is like trying to gay genwei! ahhaa..

After we have our dinner at there, we continue second round, we went Fidel's in TTDI, i thought TTDI is a very far place, who know, its so damn near! hahaha..

We play Cards there, drink, talk cock~~

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My cards~Muahahahah!!

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This is ANFIELD! We are liverpool fans!!! Or shud i say its me and sonia only! haha..

After fidel's,Austin say wanna go Wabisabi. So we got our third round there! its actually just beside Fidel's la..haha!

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WOI wulin!! Can sit nicer or not??

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OKok..this time he sit nicely d~~!

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Tell me mah when u guys wanna do the same pose~! Let me alone smile like sohai! not good lor~

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Notice Wulin's espression? muahhahaa.. FREAKING RETARDED!

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Lastly, let me perform the so called VERTICAL SMILE~ If you get it then you get it, if you dun get it then forget about it! hahaa..


* Thanks Sonia for all the pictures!

Saturday, August 1

Another nice acouctic version of Lady Gaga's paparazzi.



We are the crowd,
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical


Leather and jeans a watch on my wrist,
Not sure what it means,
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights,
Cause you know that baby i

Im your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise i'll be kind,
But i won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be your girl
Backstage at your show,
Velvet ropes and guitars,
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I

Im your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise i'll be kind,
But i won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good
(We dance in the studio)
Snap, snapped
(That xxxx on the radio)

Don't stop boy, rewind
We'll blast it but we'll still have fun!

Im your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi,
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that i'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise i'll be kind,
But i won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi