故事

是时候在我的部落格里多写一些东西了，2011年已经过了一半去了，我的entry都不超过十个。

在我心里有个故事好想写出来，好吧，就用这故事让我的部落格添加几个entry吧～

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Some people dream of success, others make it happen. Of course, you can dream as much as you like but waiting for things to happen gets you nowhere. Get active and start making things happen.

Whatever journey your path takes you on, the most important thing is to have passion in what you do.

How many of you went to college, got your degree, and ended up doing something totally unrelated to your major? Studying it did not make you passionate about it. It wasn’t your path.

Education or even talent aren’t worth much without passion. So do the stuff that you love and you've always wanted to do because without it, you'll feel stuck and unfulfilled. If you work in a bank but your dream is to be a naturopath, then make those changes now. Make this year the turning point in your life. When you do what you love you will be rewarded — it will just flow naturally.

Look at those around you who just make things happen. They have a clear goal in mind and they know where they want to go. They don't always have a plan but they have the passion and the tenacity to make it work, and they achieve their goals as the end result.

Trust us when we tell you this. If something important to you, you WILL find a way. If it isn't, you'll find an excuse. It’s that simple. Find your way. Make it work, whatever it takes. Are you 10 kilos heavier than you should be? It is simple: Commit, go to that gym every day, no excuses, and train until you lose those 10 kilos. When you accomplish this, you'll have the confidence to do more. Set a goal and make it happen.

Want to stop smoking? Stop making excuses, take control of your circumstances before they take control of you.

Success isn't just about what you accomplish in your life, it's about what you inspire others to do and when you do accomplish something as simple as quitting smoking or losing weight, you'll inspire others to do the same. Anyone can change the world, and everybody should try. And it all starts with your own life.

Stop waiting for the perfect time to do what you want to do. Do it now.

好想

好想写下某些心情，好想跟人分享我的感受，噢。。不， 应该是说倾诉我的感受，但却不能把事情说出，因为一切都是秘密。这几个月里，心里好像有两个自己，一直在吵架。一个这样说，一个那样说，搞得我都快颠了。

看来我真的太久没写部落格了，我竟然忘了能在这里写下我的心情。

抱歉，我能说的只有这样多而已，其他的都是秘密～

Who said?

Who say i never take picture already? Haha..

都什么时候了

这都什么时候了 怎么一点都不饿

别人在吃喝玩乐 那我又该等待什么

电话 关了

没一个 想接的

你会找我 不会了

不想了 没任何人要等

也没有 什么事想发生

也无所谓 怕不怕 寂不寂寞

该怎么就怎么

好像 忘了 舍得 舍不得

假的 真的 为你 值不值得

算了 如果快乐 都舍得

我不值得 我不值得

快乐 这是什么日子呢

勉强出去干甚么 热闹是属于他们的

而我只属于自己了

看电影 免了 喝咖啡 够了

我去了 又如何

不知道 想要什么

只知道 什么也 不想做

谁跟我说 笑一个 一个 然后呢

好像 忘了 开心 不开心

假的 真的 为你 曾经为你

快乐 所以就 不快乐

值不值得 值不值得

几时开始啊？

那么快就三月了～ 好像什么都没做到，之前公司都跟我说年头会比较轻松，其实现在看来，轻松个屁～哈哈。。 我每天到公司就是赶图，然后电话一直来！ 只有放了工整个人才能够松下来。

这也导致我都很夜睡了，不再像之前那样，十二点一定睡，然后八点九个字才起身，现在都是有几夜到几夜，到真的顶不顺了才想睡觉。然后早上七点半就起身了。。

最近的烦恼还多的很，除了工作上的压力，外面的压力又来！ 觉得手上的东西都做不完。 真想一个人去旅行， 散散心，不然在这样下去我真的会头都爆掉！ 哈哈哈。。

我知道可能我的压力对其他人根本就不是一回事，如果你那样想的话，你来跟我交换你的压力好吗？ 当付出与回报不成正比时，你的心里肯定不平衡～～ （除非你像我酱， 抱着学习的态度啦～）

我也不懂我在讲什么了，今天好晕～晚安吧各位～

Happy CNY!

Happy CNY! This year not really happening, everyone has the same feeling like me, not many firecrackers, not many laughters..
but this year ang pow quite a lot! not the amount of red packet, its the amount of money! hahaa..

well, really nothing much to talk about this chinese new year, from the 30th nights till now, nothing much i have done beside sleep eat sleep eat! haha..

I think that's it for this year CNY, have a properous year everyone! Smart and hardworking like Bunny! Earn more~

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Can you believe it?

Can you believe it? i've done my tattoo! hahaha.. So this year i must do things more efficiently~

2011 seems not a good year for me from what i read on horoscope, even chinese or western. Hmm.. looks like i have a tough year to go through.

But wait, Maxxisbrilliant mah! i can overcome everything! cheers~

Wish list?

2010 has come to an end, there are a lot bad things and good things happen in this year, a lot changes in this year as well, my status has change, then change company from Larrie Corp to Spazio Space, and my thinking change also~ but one thing will never change, i still scare fish in tank!!

OK, so what's the planning for next year? what i wanna achieve next year?

Here is the list:

1. Get my tattoo done, probably do it on my back. (same design, but not on arm anymore, due to working reason)
2. Work hard, save as much money as i can.
3. Get a desktop (too bad it will be windows).
4. Get a new DLSR ( depend i still want shooting or not )
5. Try to learn things as hard as i can ( no more "half bucket water)
6. Exercise every tuesday, if can every friday also , to keep my body fit!
7. ( n/a atm)
8. ( n/a atm)
9. ( n/a atm)
10. ( n/a atm)


Question : How about a new Girl friend huh?
Answer: Haha.. at least not now, i don't give hope in relationship at the moment, and even if i wanted to, i got no time for her. So better stay alone~

Question: What's my plan for christmas and christmas eve?
Answer:Maybe go to vincent's house and have bbq with friends, and christmas maybe just stay at home and sleep! (hopefully don't need to work on christmas!)

Question :What's my plan for New Year eve?
Answer: Hmm.. never plan yet, maybe not going anywhere.. wanna date me? call me pls~

Question: What's my plan for my birthday?
Answer: Erm.. let me recall how i celebrate it this year first, i think my friend help me celebrate at ole ole bali , if i not mistaken la, haha.. next year, i not sure yet ler, don't need to celebrate la, celebrate i getting old meh! hahaha..


For the "not available at the moment " wish list, will update it once i know what i want! haha..

Goodnight~

My dream house

Everyone know that i am a interior designer, and a lousy one too. Don't have any achievement till now, and still work as a under probation junior interior designer. People wonder that do i like my job actually. The answer is yes, but not the current job, because i do not like commercial design, no one will pay more to renovate their office. I like to design house, which is residential interior design.

I do not know why, when i think of designing house, i'll feel very warm and exciting, or maybe i do too much commercial design already.

I always dream to have my own house~ and here's some picture of the idea for my dream house. Its the house of Willy Wonka if i not mistaken, i do not know who design it, is it real or what, i just love it, and i'll make it happen in the future~!

She is hot

Here is the conversation between me and my friend, i've adjusted a bit to make it short.

She: I think i going to sick d..
Me: Har? then faster go sleep bah, if not tomolo wont recover.
She: Ok
Me: Your body is hot or cold one? if cold don't drink herbal tea, if not will get worst..
She: I think my body is hot, caz i got jogging one.
Me: Hmm.. (jogging will make body hot meh?)
She: hot=sexy
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! (how come i din get it just now)

机会？

他人都说，如果有机会，就要把握，别让它溜走。 那如果同一时间，出现两个机会，那你会怎样？

Asked, confirmed and waiting

Yea, asked about the tattoo i wanna make, and confirmed with the tattooist d, now is just waiting, will do it by end of this month or early next month, will update to here once its done!

谁都会想

人生有多少个十年？ 在这短短的几十年里，有谁会有很高的成就，有谁会是低低在下? 会有谁能付出十寸光阴且得到十寸金？又会有谁能付出一寸光阴且得到十寸金？ 成功的人士，是靠钱财而的到钱财？还是努力得到钱财？又或者是靠命运得到钱财？ 有多少人在默默耕耘？有多少人在守株待兔？

你自己想吧。。

Sober

Its 4:07am in the sunday morning, i am awake, my sickness has not recover yet. Damn.. i hate this.

I thought i was ok yesterday, i still able to go out and play snooker with eric them. My colleague call and ask me am i ok that cleaning office on saturday, i straight away answer yes.

I went to office, started to clear the file and material sample from the high cabinet, after like 2 hours, i started feel dizzy, and almost faint, so i thought i was too hungry, then went down to papparich to have some light food, and went back office to continue the cleaning work, and i realised i still feeling dizzy, my body suddenly very hot, i think i got fever at that time. Then my colleague gave me panadol, after i took the panadol, i slept inside the conference room, and don't know for how many hours.

After that, my lady boss ask me to get home and rest, next week gonna be a tough week again. I cant have a good sleep, nightmare keep coming to me.. work keep whispering in my mind, guess that i'm too stress with work?

Friday

I took MC today, not going to office, actually i plan to go office when the night before i started feel better,but most of the time, things always different from what you predict. The whole night long, i suffer from my sorethroat, and never get a good sleep, so at the end i sms my colleague telling them i having MC today.

Cant fall asleep after 7am, then woke up, went to see doctor at 9am, and i told him don't know why my eye bengkak, then he ask me did i face too much computer, then i told him the period i have to face computer, he gave me a very shocked expression, like i'll die in very early age, but what to do, designer's life.

but i'm wondering, is designer's life really like that, have to work till midnight, maybe 7 days a week. or issit the malaysia's environment make the designer's life like that? how good if designer can finish work on time, the workload are lesser. Hmm...
i know thats only happen in dream, haha..

wonder how long can i be a commercial interior designer, the biggest problem i have is, i am too careless , maybe i suit another job more? who knows..

十年一刻

在我听见这首歌之前，我对苏打绿这个乐团，没什么好感，原因是看他主唱不顺眼。

然后不知何时，在One FM 听见这首个，‘十年一刻’， 让我有很大的感触，至于它怎样影响了我呢， 就你们自己来听听吧～




那姑娘半定着妆 身手漂亮 霓花随裳流浪
那两人说带着老歌舞齐放 百花手上飞扬
碾碎的河里散白糖 那浆水走遍大街小巷
不管是生旦净末丑 跑龙套也能让你桀骜
宁愿舍一顿饭也听你唱
可能茫了又茫 可能伤了又伤 可能无数眼泪在夜晚怅了又怅
可是换来成长 可是换来希望 如今我站在台上 和你音乐随享
那只竹开在东方 意波芬芳 ??地上流浪
那文化或在人唱英雄好汉 王子曲上征仗
不管是冰雪与风霜 那个断肠人在水一方 想我这一纸混也陪你闯
可能茫了又茫 可能伤了又伤 可能无数眼泪在夜晚怅了又怅
可是换来成长 可是换来希望 如今我站在台上 人们对你讲
十年的功 换来灿烂那一分钟的梦
生命舞台发光的人却不是只会说
可能茫了又茫 可能伤了又伤
可能无数眼泪在夜晚怅了又怅
可是换来成长 可是换来希望 如今我站在台上
可能饱经坚强 可能历经沧桑 可能我的疯狂暂时不得到原谅
可是我知道啊 可是我明白啊
是我的执着换来 在你面前歌唱
唱着我的幻想 唱着我的荒唐 唱着与你分享
拉动我们的窗

say goodbye

三十

MORNING SESSION

Congratz to my friend steven and wendy~


AFTERNOON SESSION

Went to ahtak's house to "kacau" the photoshooting~

只是想blog!

我的数学超差，也没想过要努力学过还是怎么样。 在我小学的时候，我的成绩可是蛮好的，但上了中学以后，就变的不是很好，但也能及格那种。在中学的时候，我的时间都放在运动上，现在想回，真后悔没去代表州呢。 要考试的时候，我也曾想过要把数学弄好一点的，可是却遇到一个基歪老师！

我：老师，可以教下我吗？我不是很清楚刚才的问题。。
老师：哦，你也会有上进心哦？很好。。让我看看那题目。 哦。。 这些数学啊，是给高级人学的～～
我：哦，那很好，因为我是低级人，那就不用学了啊～ 谢谢老师～

那次之后，那基歪老师的课，我不是在抄功课，就是在睡觉了～ ^^
对了，那老师叫吕起春，真是基歪人又基歪名！！



*还有，现在我对某些人，某些事情，已彻底的失望，绝望，我不会再来烦，也不会再去想，连一点希望我也不会给了。错是错在，我相信错人，也在错的人身上寄托希望。